"I can see us holding hands, our toes in the sand, I can see us in the countryside, you by my side. My love, my love."

"Too gone for too long, and I can't be without you baby."

Man, I love live performances...and awards shows. Thus I LOVE the GRAMMY'S...and especially the OSCARS. Mary J. Blige is a Christian now. Coolness.

I just got back from Alli's grammy party. We combined parties and had it at her big, new house. We LOVE awards season.

This post is surely full of LOVE.

*rambling-please omit if necessary*
Where is my Darcy-resembling, artistic, singing, (left-handed like me??), instrument-playing, fun, cuddly, sense of humor-having, brings me sunflowers for no reason, witty, sarcastic, movie-loving, computer savvy, pirate-loving, understanding, loving, SMART, tall, dark, Christian man? I guess watching the Grammys, too? The cool thing to think of, unless I'm marrying a man 30 years my junior, he's out there now. Doing fun things, getting ready for me. Gah, bear with my moment of sentimentiality. It's just I am so ready to be serious with someone...well at least I think I am. Are you ever really? Like are you ever really ready to have a kid? or to grow up? or do something new? I want new...like a new boyfriend, a new someone that really wants to be with me. Not just be my friend, good friend, listener, but wants to be with me...who thinks I am cool, wonderful, and generally likes/loves me. Me thinks it is a wonderful/puzzling/scary/hoped for thing to have. THE ONE. /rambling*

Valentine's day needs to hurry up and pass. I think St. Patrick's Day is better, right? =)